I feel like if someone is next to me and has something cool going on

reading a good book

cool shoes

that sort of thing

I have these fantasies

where they are getting ready for the day and thinking about how happy they are to show off those new shoes

but they go through the whole day

and no one says anything

and they feel this weird sadness

that isn't important enough to ever tell anyone
anyway

I think about them falling asleep with tiny sad thoughts

and it really makes me feel anxious

so

I say something

--PR, circa a few minutes ago